/Thursday 21.08.2025 02.49/

God, how I wish I'd have someone to cuddle with. Someone I call at random times just beause I want to hear their voice. Someone who will do their thing while I lose myself in their arms. Someone who rambles on and on to me about something they like, while I listen quietly. Someone who will hold my hand and run their thumb over the back of it. Someone who will gently comfort me when I'm overwhelmed and have a meltdown. Someone I can me my honest self around, and someone who can be their honest self around me.

/Monday 18.08.2025 19.35/

Another day, another 13h spend on figuring out why the fuck the code that worked just a second ago suddenly decides to break to whole website only to then find out you forgot a single character... Still had fun though. I have an audio player now! How can't I be having fun? Although now I have to decide whether or not to add one for the past songs of the week. And If, do I have one that plays all songs, like a playlist, or one for each song? One for all probably makes more sense. I first have to figure out how to do that. But that's a problem for future me. As tempted as I am to do it now, and as much as I want to do it now, I belive I'll leave that to tomorrows me. Or overmorrows me, because tomorrow I'm meeting with a friend so I won't have much time. And even if, I most definetly would and will not drag my brick of a laptop to our sleepover.

/Sunday 17.08.2025 21.30/

I most definetly did not spent literally over 13 hours straight building this website. No, no... why would I do such a stupid thing?
...I didn't sleep. Granted, It's not that doing this is the reason i didn't sleep. After all, I only started this today at 08.00... and I practically didn't take any breaks. I did go have dinner with my family and I also looked at alot of sites of others, but really all I did today had to do with this site in some form.
I couldn't help myself! One moment I start with this and the next thing I know, the whole day is over because my 'tism brain decided it needed a new hyperfixation. Am I mad about it? ...Eh, wouldn't say so. I had fun. It's better than scrolling aimlessly through my youtube recommandations... Which arguably I do way to much. God, I'm rambling. Oh, well. Not like anyone will mind, or could stop me if they did. no one's seeing this anyway.